This is not how we intended to spend Christmas 2007. But as Dan and I have learned, things don't always go perfectly as to how you may wish them to go. With Dan away in the desert for Christmas, we thought we would join him in his misery. On the Friday before Christmas Sam and I were admitted to the hospital. I thought I would take Sam in for a check up on a small cold that I wanted to clear before our plane ride home to New Jersey on the 29th, but unknown to me it was more than your common cold. Sam had RSV! My poor baby, what did I do to him? I thought it was deja vu as I saw Sam being hooked to the oxygen and heart monitor. My heart broke for my little Sam and I was having a hard time holding it together while not having Dan to lean on, which made it even tougher!

Luckily we had family to there for support that really pulled through and came to visit several times, bringing smiles, goodies, presents for Sam, blessings and all the love and support we could ask for.

Like I said before, things don't always work out to exactly how you have planned and I thought for sure we would be out before Christmas, but not so. Sam and I spent Christmas Eve in the hospital. I thought it would be quite depressing, but thanks to my good parents it was more memorable than anything. Dad bought us a steak dinner and brought it to the hospital, along with a garland strung with Christmas lights to cheer our room up. He also went out in the snow searching for a speaker attachment for our Ipod so we could listen to Christmas music as well. So with the decor, steak dinner, and the Christmas music our evening was filled with cheer. We were also lucky enough to receive a visit from Santa. He brought a warm blanket and hat for my Sam.


On Christmas day we received more visits from family, which Sam enjoyed unwrapping all of the Christmas presents they brought.

My Christmas Day Meal

With delight and surprise, at 9 pm on Christmas day Sam's doctor called our room and told us we were being released from the hospital. That evening Sam enjoyed freedom from his chords as he played on my parents living room floor. As all hard trials or unwanted events, I learned a few things. I was reaffirmed about how wonderful families can be. Wishing that Sam had his dad to be there for him I was reminded that Sam not only has Dan as his father but Heavenly Father is also there to rely on in his time of need. Then my dad reminded me that even though we were there on Christmas day, I was blessed with the BEST Christmas gift ever, Sam. We knew that this RSV Virus was going to shake off in a matter of time and we would still have our little Sam. We sure love our little guy and times like these remind me how much of a blessing he is for our whole family!
NO CHORDS ATTACHED, WE'RE GOING HOME!